The day is getting closer, The one i dread with fear, The one that painfully reminds me, That your no longer here. It is your anniversary, Four years since you went away, But the pain inside that i'm feeling, Always with me inside it will stay. I miss you smile so brightly, I miss your face so pure, I long to here you laughing, How this makes my heart so raw. But i know these are just my wishes, Something that won't ever come true, But somehow it helps the pain inside, And the longing that i have for you. The hours go by so slowly, Each one is a stab in the heart, Why did this have to happen? Why were we both ripped apart. Will we one day be together, Our lives once again become one, I don't have a clue to the answer, All i know is for now you are gone! love you always mummy xxxxx